Should I be safe at home
A stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge
And try to fight this on my own

Can I be something I have yet
To find in my close friends
Cause they've all lost their heads
And it's bringing me down
To the place where I'm supposed to be
Responsibly... for now

Cause I want it, I need it
Just one more, to satisy
Can't help it, feel nothing
And nothing, feels right

Should I be safe at home
I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions
A sorry scene unfolds

Can I be weak when I'm stable
Strong in the cradle
Strung out in a fable
Where the hero gets saved
Cause I've tried this before
Routines and rewards
What's gonna change

When I want it, I need it
Just one more, to satisy
Can't help it, feel nothing
And nothing, feels right

I tried to find inside something civilized
Stolen, borrowed, bought, any remnants of a man
Took on too much too soon, too afraid to fight
Struggled, lost and won just to realize that I can't understand

When I want it, I need it
I want it, I need it
Just one more, just one more
Just one more, to satisfy
Like nothing will
Like nothing will
Like nothing will
Like nothing will ... like

Puzzled... missing... pieces
We don't fit in
Can't help it, feel nothing
Feel nothing

My Would-be Savior

You try and fill my mind with doubt
Say I've forgotten who I am
But maybe you've forgotten how to understand... so

Have your whispers
I excused myself too soon
Antisocial, maybe yes, and maybe you
Two days after the flood begins to settle down
I sit alone, in a room full of friends
My would-be savior slips something into my mouth... for kicks

You live a life without regret
Bend a truth until it breaks
I thought I'd seen you at your best
But my mistake... so

Have your whispers
I excused myself too soon
Antisocial, maybe yes, and maybe you
Two days after the flood begins to settle down
I sit alone, in a room full of friends
My would-be savior slips something into my mouth... for kicks

You're sorry, yes you are
But what do you know
You'll have to think this through on your own

Tries to play it safe
Wants to be afraid
Cannot do the same
Push it away

You try and fill my mind with doubt
Say I've forgotten who I am
But maybe you've forgotten how to understand... so

Have your whispers
I excused myself too soon
Antisocial, maybe yes, and maybe you
Two days after the flood begins to settle down
I sit alone, in a room full of friends
My would-be savior takes me out... for kicks, for kicks, for kicks

Tries to play it safe
Wants to be afraid
Cannot do the same
Push it away